I been diagnosed with bipolar,mood disorder, personality disorder on top on depression and bad spine, my mental health is low to say the least I went from a very personal beautician of 27 years to a homeless hermit ( lost everything) my fits of rage, angry ,my friends and love ones I don't want to bother me I do fear emotion damage to them I want them to leave me alone until my mental doctor have found the medication that works.. I have filled for disability,it's a very long process, 4 years now..(lost everything in the process ) I have had help from family and friends..