In October of 2012 I was told on a phone call I had cervical spinal cord stenosis..I then had to do web search about it ,I was left dumbfounded..so off to the specialist..from there I learn more about it..I was scared, in March of 2013 my spinal fusion from C2 to T2 I could tell I wouldn't be the same..weaker but not paralyzed yea! On with my life..then of course Covid hit..I took a job at Amazon...packing department I love it until November 2 2021 bot I felt that pain took to my knees..I knew then I was done..I decided to file for disability...now I'm waiting..I went to my check up my lumbar is severe for another surgery.my hardware in neck is now defective.with all this going on my depression kick up and found more personality fun was diagnosed with mood disorder, bipolar depression, personality disorder.. anxiety,stress I just thought I got to fifty I was done taking everybody crap..lol so this is where you come in..need help with what the good Lord pops in your mind I will need..I need positive vibes I let all the people who I thought would be there for me and wasn't go..found peace to be my friend. No I lost a lot but I gain a lot found me again..(priceless.)waiting on disability is one of the pain in the backside to Americans I work hard to only losing it all..anything helps .. I now waiting for September 30th fate..will let you all know .I found my light, I wanna see yours. Shine bright stay bright.