the story a woman injured for 20 years with compounded traumas and subsequent injuries, embarking upon a brave journey, paralyzed from waist down, rare spinal canal disorder that is one of the most painful and debilitating conditions a person has to endure ( if they choose to, there really is not much other option rather than living with this extreme and very much insane situation) ive always loved life and done the best i could to pay my respect to the beauties of nature as a stewardess who feels resonant with creative expression in all its possibilities. A fellow creatrix am i , with the universe itself , or begotten of just an extension of with my own flavor of making things. so this is innate and the drive to continue to spread love and kindness and help people think about things in an interesting way, inspire others to push through and honor themselves for their courage. now barely able to move, how can i do these things, so im writing and hoping something comes through. laying here in room on third floor waitng for iron infusion mustering up the grace im currently in the SB hospital awaiting surgery tentatively scheduled for Monday May 18th @ 2:50 pm i have been struggling with an extreme spinal condition which has debilitated me for the past few years moreso than i ever experienced with just the spinal cord injury and being a paraplegic since 2007 ever shown. ill do my best to come through shining and on my way to potentially gaining some new strength for more time with you all here <3 UPDATE: i am the day after the surgery now, will be in hospital for a few more days and then to the Cottage Rehab for a stint, restructuring my entire life pretty much as i am in serious need of better sustainable conditions for the upkeep of my vitality, i have the vision, i have the drive, i want to see whats possible. please follow along.
thank you for helping me get through this.