This page is all about me on how I endeavor to make it for everyone else. I love being there for others. It seems like an open running fountain. A waterfall that pours and pours. But lately its dry. Because I am hungry. I can not explain it. I put down all my degrees and trainibgs and it seems real. Tgere is no food here. I am not making it. The road keep going and my food and cash isn't matching it. I can go on but it isn't. So, I am like dying in the inside. I need a pot luck worth of food everyday. Like fried chicken, wings of sorts, tons and tons of salad with dressing, soda abd juice like fountains running and desserts like a montains everyday till I get sick. I need candy and gum like a ocean everyday. The shit people put me through I had it. I really need twenty hamburgers from steak and shake and what a brothers with fries or I am and will have a real fucking cow. A COW. I need popcicles that is red white and blue in abundance. I need a deep freezer. I need to move out of my apartment because the landlord and I got beef. We paid for food and she and they ate it. Our rent food. And they sneek in and eat. I am just waiting for things. I need to eat candy bars frozen so when I bite it I can be a bitch about it and be mad. Because everything fell out. And, I need this more than the hamburgers and that is a lie because they walk hand in hand. Potato chips galore. Soda galore. I have to gorge everyday the rest of my life they said and I feel it like a monster so I am dying.
No shrimp. No fish only Mcdonalds and Burger King. Love Spaghetti sace with meat sauce and garlic tons and tons with heavy sauce. Heavy sauce alfredo pasta even withchicken or steak.A lover of garlic bread on the real down low. Really dying of steak and hamburger with tons of lettuce, tomatoes, onions and pickles mayonnaise, ketchup, mustard. And magical push button of seasoned steak french fries and crinkle fries with mayonnaise, ketchup, bar be que sauce. Minute maid and especially sunny d juice heaven please. With bologna and salami cheese mayonnaise mustard if all fail with tons and tons of bread and meat. My basis is needing replenishments. Oh vodka please. Yes, even strawberry flavored and strawberry dacquiere only. Maybe beer. But vodka as hope is lost.