I’m married to someone who groomed me when I was 18 years old. I’m 38 now and I don’t know how to start for a new life. I’m scared and I also have 3 kids with this person. I have no schooling or training in much. However I did pick up an online class without him knowing. He’s a narcissist and my brain and nervous system has taken a big hit l. I’m having cognitive issues and I can’t lose weight. I’m always scared at anytime of the day. Sometimes I wake up feeling scared . My own rapid heartbeat wakes me up. I have no family to help me or friends. I’ve been isolated for far too long. My son is having the same symptoms and I’m ready to leave . I have no money but I did pick up a small job that I’d 10 hours a week that pays pretty low. I’d love to pick up something else but he only hands me money when he thinks I need it. My wish would be for someone to help me with any money you can give to help pay some debt off and hopefully my car as well. Maybe I can start to buy things for my schooling as well . Anything helps !! Please I’d like to move on.