As many of you know , since 2014 my life has been anything but dull. 4 years ago I moved away to marry what I thought was the love of my life from 25 years ago. Almost immediately things went south when I found out we were about to be new parents at the age of 48. A woman he was previously with was pregnant and due in a week. We were newly weds and have never been happier in life before this news came. Something told me every thing was about to change when my life became like a sons of anarchy movie . Long story short they start having an affair and in the end she is in Prison for vehicular homicide for killing her boyfriend and my husband and I are divorced and I'm raising my lil handsome man graysen for almost 4 years now . We have both been thru a lot including them plotting and kidnapping him , being homeless, the pain of loss off my husband he is still around but it was like he died . I had broken heart syndrome and died , and now they say I may have fibromyalgia and I can barely walk so I'm unable to work right now . Some days I think for sure it's getting better but very next day I can't even move . We are reaching out for any support we are currently in a recovery house where rent is 850 I have it covered for a few more months but have no income coming in. graysen and I are so lucky to have our core group of people who love us and they have all helped so much , we are so grateful and we have made it thru some really hard stuff I'm hopeful for the future and know we can beat this medical stuff .