I am fighting for disability after being diagnosed with RA, fibromyalgia, bulging disc and COPD and trying to survive. My son and I found our home, fixed it up and rented it for years. On February 17 2024 he was a passenger in a horrific car accident and was taken at the age of 19. I lost my angel and my mind. After suddenly losing my mother only 11 months before I've really been struggling. It's been a long road and I'm doing better. I will never be the same, Jeremy was my whole world. I miss him every second of every day. My landlord and best friend made a cemetery here for Jeremy, and myself when it's time. He passed away in December of 2025. I've pawned everything, borrowed, scrimped, scraped and was able to buy the house and Jeremy's resting place. Unfortunately it's falling apart. An old one story, tenant house built pre 1900 with original windows, leaking roof, soft floors, electrical and plumbing problems and so much more. I need prayers and help, please