Trying to figure life out any help is welcome but its more complicated lose entire family and wife but stayed fighting for a chance ptsd speaks for itself if you know what it really is dont want to scare anyone with my story but feel like someone might need to hear it but dont know how to say it yet lol. Its natural i guess for the right time im trying to stay around for it even where i dont know why i stay. Smartest dumbass you would ever meet