Iwas recently diagnosed with stage 4 colorectal cancer at just 36 years old. Since my diagnosis in September, life has been a whirlwind of appointments, infusions, and procedures. It’s been overwhelming, and I’m doing my best to stay positive and keep my spirits up. Journaling and creative activities have always been my therapy. I used to have a huge collection of dot grid journals and pens—seriously, I loved pens!—but unfortunately, my ex threw them all away, knowing how much they meant to me. Now, as I go through treatment, I find myself missing those comforts more than ever. Having journals to organize my days, write down my thoughts, and just jot down little things helped me cope and find moments of peace. Diamond art and coloring books also gave me something to focus on besides everything else going on. I also lost all my makeup and hair supplies, which has been tough. I love playing with eyelashes and mascara, and it’s hard not to feel self-conscious after everything, especially since I had to have an ostomy bag to save my life. Being able to play with makeup and hair supplies would help me feel a little more like myself and maybe even semi-normal again. I’m reaching out for help to get some of these supplies again—journals, pens, coloring books, diamond art kits, makeup, hair supplies, even gently used items. Anything to help me stay busy, feel good about myself, and out of my head during this challenging time. Words of encouragement, advice from anyone who’s been through something similar, and prayers would mean so much to me. Any support—whether it’s supplies, kind words, or just sharing my story—is deeply appreciated.