Hi this is Lamadyeh and have I been through a world wind, tryna figure out how I'm gonna get me and my two babies into stability. I have an eleven months old named nature and I'm about to give birth in less than two weeks due any day now to my beautiful baby righteous. I was in a relationship that did not quite work out as I thought it would. I was doing everything I thought a wife would do to keep the man she needed. I would cook and clean everyday while pregnant cleaning the house and tending to the man I love that I thought I was gonna marry someday. Well that burned and backed fired in my face as he comes home one day and lets me know that he's been seeing someone else and was tired of trying to keep me satisfied. I was too much for him while carrying his child that I haven't even birthed yet. I would be in the house alone sad all the time tryna figure out what should I do too keep this man satisfied and he ended up flipping on me no matter how many times I would tell him positive affirmations, let him know we got this and reassure him that I'm his. I bearly would go outside because he worked all the time and he was concerned about my condition I was in while I was pregnant plus having an eleven months old with me. So the only time I really got out was when I would go to doctors appointments and to the grocery store to pick up supplies. Mind you we did not have a car so I would be pushing my daughter's stroller just to get to the nearest Kroger's next to me which is a 20 to 25 min walk by myself just to grab a couple of items and head back to the house wondering when I would catch a break as a mom of two going thru the struggle. I was very depressed and always tryna figure out how to make money to help my situation out because I did not have a job nor any money too hire a baby sitter to help contribute too the house. All I wanted to do was relief myself of some of the things I was feeling and fel normal in all that I was going thru. It got too the point were I had no family too rely on because I stayed to far out and no one would ever come and visit me I was trapped. No matter how much I tried to make up to him it did not work the verbal abuse went on everyday he came through the house and made our situation even more sad. Let alone I was sleeping in the room by myself every night next to my eleven months old as he worked the late night shift. Worrying was he ok I would call and check up on him and it was always Ill call you back later. So he ended up saying he couldn't be with me this is too much for him and the woman he was talking to he left me too be with her. So now I'm in this apartment he took his name off the lease and I'm pregnant due any day now. Stuck because I believed in the good side of him and now I'm stranded with both of my babies no way to pay rent I need help because I'm a single mother now with no support. I'm scared to even go out of my apartment and ask people because I don't know anyone on this side of town. Plus I'm ashamed to even tell anyone in my family that the man they once thought I was with just abandoned me with my two children. So I say this too say if you could help me out in any way I need to be able to provide for a roof over our head and wipes and pampers let alone get prepared for the new baby on the way. I'm calling out for as much assistance as possible. I don't know what to do and my biggest fear is the apartment people telling me I have to get out with no where to go with me and my baby tht I have to give birth to in less than two weeks. I cannot and will not give up trying everything I know on how to survive so that way I can take care of my two children. Anything and I mean anything would help so that way we can keep making it until I reach enough money to get the help that I need and be able to work and get a car and job, so that way my kids won't be taken from me because I was not able to provide for them in the manner I needed too. Please and I'm asking please with all of my might help as much I don't know too much about have the things I'm doing right now I'm really walking with god and doing as I'm told thru faith and belief just help me with anything it would be gladly appreciated.