My name is Christine and I have cancer and being sick is making life very hard. Last year my dad was really sick and diagnosed with dementia and I tried to help him and spent all of my savings and it was just really hard and now that I have become really sick I can't bounce back like I use too. I feel helpless and I just don't know what to do right now and I have always been able to figure it out. I have four children and we are alone and financially it's just really hard. I go from just wishing it would be over to I have to be here for my kids I have to figure this out.