Recovery, Rest and Hope 💕

I never imagined I would be writing something like this... Just four days ago I lost my precious baby girl at five months and nineteen days of pregnancy due to complications from having a bicornuate uterus. I suffered a placental abruption that caused a massive hemorrhage. I nearly lost my own life, and even though I'm grateful to still be here, my heart and soul have been left shattered. Waking up these past few days and having to realize over and over again that I'm alone, she's not here with me anymore has me feeling incredibly lost. Every day has been a struggle as I try to process this unimaginable loss while trying to recover physically as well as mentally and spiritually. My doctors have placed me on strict bed rest for the next couple of weeks because my body is still so weak from the blood loss and everything it endured. Unfortunately, being unable to work means I'm also facing medical bills and the stress of everyday expenses during a time when Im so lost and need to focus on healing. I don't have much family nearby, so my support system is very limited.. If you feel led to help, any donation—no matter the size—will go toward medical expenses, groceries, household necessities, transportation to follow-up appointments, and helping me get through this recovery without the added fear of how I'll survive financially. If giving isn't possible, sharing this page, keeping me in your thoughts, or saying a prayer for my healing would mean so much more than you could ever know.... From the bottom of my heart, thank you for taking the time to read my story. Your kindness, compassion, and support truly keeps me from losing myself completely.