We just recently lost the love of my life for the last 10 years and the father to my baby boy Kane to a car accident just 4 minutes from our home. Kodi was only 31 years old. Kane is only 7 years old and this has changed my child. Kane misses him so so much, there’s some days I think he could set the world on fire cus of the pain he’s feeling from losing his daddy. I’d swim oceans to bring him back for him so I wouldn’t have to see my baby hurting anymore. I’m left filling in the blanks of all the memories we had yet to make. When I tell you, you don’t know heartbreak and hurt until your child has a pain that you can’t fix. You can’t make it go away or ease his mind no matter what. We talk about you every day and I try to give him a little comfort in telling him we will be with you again one day but I know that’s not enough. On his bad days I just wanna pick him up and run even though I don’t know where we’d run to anymore… I’ve been trying to do the things like dirt bikes and shooting his guns like they loved doing together but I’m not you he just needs his dad. I wish this was all just a bad dream and we could wake up from it now…