hello im just trykng to find a little help. Ive never asked for help. I have never sucked off the state i have worked since i was 14yrs old and enjoy working. But in the last 4 yrs ive worked for construction employers because i like the challenge and doing jobs that make a difference. Well these gew companies i worked for had me show up do the work as it was supposed to be done. But when it came to being paid it was always an issue. Id have to chase it down or id just take the loss an watch them make $1000’s die to my time and hatd work i did. Just recently i found a good job that was legit making great money and benefits.i was excited for the first time in a long time id finally have my feet on the ground id be able to get a decent car and a home of my own all i want in my life right now. Well the guy i worked for said i have some work in Florida too i can pay you the same thing. Blah blah well he had me sell my car cuz we couldn’t bring it with us. I get there he says how broke he is an used all my money i had for selling my car to buy a new one spent on gas food etc. in the meanwhile hes been in Florida working for 3 weeks make $9000. I show up and was there from February to june an gave me 1 pay check in march $500 i worked night n day sun -Saturday hardly days off. There was nothing but excuses why i cant get paid yet. He had me quit the places i was working for making ok money enough to survive on for the week. Now im back from Florida an i have no home no job no car and this isnt me. Im a hardworker especially for a small woman i can do a mans job not as easily as they can do it. But good enough to get it done the right way. All these people i worked for just took advantage of my kindness and loyalty and abused an now im at rock bottom an i wamt to just give up. I learned that asking people for hwlp never worls for me an im trying this site hoping and praying i see someone that is willing to help me out Im not an addict or gamble or steal im a good person who just meeds a chance. This guy doesnt not feel bad that he lied to me an had me lose everything i had going for me. Yes i rented a room from him my old boss nitbthe doen fall is he use to do obscene things or come into my room an crawl in bed while im sleeping an i couldn’t complain because id have no work no place to sleep. I did faithfully pay $175 a week for rent for that room and i took care of his animals and cleaned the 8bdrm old farm house once a week 8hrs for regular basic clean on top of the rent. But its better than sleeping in a tent with my sick cat that has seizures bad. He knew my situations and took complete advantage of it and knew i needed this place to stay so he had worked mw to the bone an just took took and took until the Florida opportunity came up. That’s when i told him i was gonna be leaving soon so im done working for him an renting. I dont know why people do whatbthey do to me im the most kindest person who would give my last dollar away to someone who really needed it. My shirt off my back to make sure they have something to wear. No mateyr whatvyhe time would be id be there for whoever needed mean i knew i can help. Well now im In this situation an not one person out there can help me out. If they do help me Out it’s because im gonna pay for it dearly either lots of money to pay back or work me till i collapse. My whole life ive been alone no siblings or parents to help me out with my 3 children i raised alone without their dads. Try to give them what all the other children had so they’d fit in. I normally worked 2-3 jobs alot of the time. To make the bills an out food on the table an clothes on their bodies. I just need a miracle just one. My whole life ive struggled so hard. An have nothing to show for it now. I had my home get broken into an they stole everything I owned out of it while i was working 3 jobs all back to back. Took everything in a truck i guess an no one knows anything the cops had no lead on anyone. Im just tired of losing out and watching these people gain off my hardworkIng self an make all Kinds of money an not feel bad for what they had done to me with screwing me out paying me what im owed and deserved. If theres anyone out there who can please help me or pass it on to someoen that can possibly help me it would be so greatly appreciated. I just want to be able to say something positive for once and mean it. But i cant not when im stuck in this mess because of bad decisions i made listening to pipe dream stories these people fed me. The funds will go directly to a car or suv an home idc if its a hotel room better then the woods in a tent.