We went from losing the 2 people that held our family together, the 2 that raised me, the only 2 people to ever show my daughters and I real true unconditional love, my grandparents, then we lose our dog of 10 years who we loved dearly, then the father of my girls turned down a wrong path, he later found himself and was back to being an amazing father and then passes away in a car accident, a few months after that my 4th born daughter is put into a coma due to septic shock and once the sepsis was gone she lost her leg!! A few months after that she had a brain surgery that Kaiser was performing for the 1st time and now we have iV therapy appts and tests and pills and the worst part is not knowing what’s going to happen next. My youngest will have a metal rod put into her back soon due to having a severe case of scoliosis to the point where one of her shoulders already sits higher than the other and she is only 12 and she loves to play softball but now that’s going to be taken from her. And to top it off we are homeless. I lost my job with Kaiser and didn’t have the money to fight it. It was a wrongful termination, but I was just never able to find another good job and save up any money to move since our house was being sold, the house that my mother and stepfather owned that we had lived in for 15 years already, but I just wasn’t able to get a job and save because I had lost my job right between my daughter losing her leg and the brain surgery, and not having their father or anyone around to help or for support was really hard and I have become lost and when it came time to move out, my kids were able to stay with my mom, I am not allowed to be there so it’s really hard not only for me but for my Girls too because they have lived with me their entire lives and because sometimes they see me sleeping in my car outside my moms house. And now tonight, I really have just lost all hope and I don’t know what to do anymore. I have been applying and looking for a job. I have been looking for places to stay. I’m trying anything I can. I found a house to rent and then code enforcement deemed it unlivable and I had to move out, the landlord will not give me back any money not even enough for me to stay in a motel room and I’ve been in my car now three weeks. It’s getting rough for me mentally and physically and nobody is hearing me or understanding, that I just need a little help I don’t know what to do and I’m getting tired of being looked at like I’m bad or worthless.