Pains me and hurts me to even like this, but I never been that type to not speak up for myself for needed. I’m struggling. I’ve been struggling since my son passed, which is basic things like taking care of myself. I’m trying to save up to go back to school and vehicle to try to restart my life after the passing of my eight month old baby boy Kayden mommy loves you. I’m still learning how to grieve and too heal.