I started this page because I'm dealing with a lot right now and I'm feeling completely alone and isolated currently. My birthday is October 26th and if previous years are any indication I'll probably spend it alone. My mom died last year and this is my 2nd birthday without her. I was still in shock last year and I'm still grieving at this time. I'm also dealing with several mental and physical health issues such as lupus, fibromyalgia, complex PTSD, BPD, and severe anxiety and depression to name a few. I'm not working at the moment as I'm trying to get my health in order and I don't have many family members that I'm close to.