I as a mother, most of there life and mine, as a single mother living a domestic relationship with my fiance for 14 years, 4 beautiful children in total. Through out this time from the ages of 17 to 33 years of age, learning and learned what a toxic and narcissistic dynamic of a parenting and committed one on one relationship can do to a women with children, and what children can go through trying to simply just have a family with someone you grew with. Someone you allowed everything from with no line in the sand. A long road of recovery, building self esteem, building love, building boundaries, building care and sympathy, building a life of no anxiety and feeling of not being good enough to keep someone when you and your children showed love, and loyalty. When you have to prove that your children are indeed his despite him degrading you and saying to them they are not. Now, I relocated; building my children in a place where no one knows us, living in a temporary shelter established by local DSS due to homelessness. My life is and never was mine, I owe my life and love to them, they are special and kind and loving and perfect, they were my whole world, I finally had gotten enough courage to prove to them that there life is priority and important and most of all short in time and that if they dont learn anything from me , I hope what they do learn is that anything is possible if you care deeply about something so much, love deeply so much about something, that mountains are movable and it's not in your strength its in the courage to rebuild. They endured the life I chose to bring them Into, but this life even by starting over can be made beautiful and erase pain. The profile picture captured was taken at a park while we were living out of a rental driving from our home town into where we currently live. That day, that picture marks the first day of this brand new life im trying to establish with them. I maxed out my credit card for the rental to relocate, I threw out an old phone, I threw out old memories and a passed life to give them a new one. These are my children. They are everything to me, they are everything. My life is there's until the day I am given back to the mother in the ground. Ill do everything I can to prove to them they are everything.