I am honestly not sure where to even start because things have been slowly going down hill for some time now. From the beginning of Covid which of course devasted the world in itself my family has been struggling month to month meeting ends meet which has now become virtual impossible. Unfortunately due to pre-existing health conditions I was put off work by my Doctor at the very beginning of Covid due to the understanding that my conditions would put me at serious risk if I where to contract the virus. Then in heart of the pandemic throught the fear of the unknown my family was blessed with the news we were expecting a bundle of joy to help replenish the light in our home. The joy as well as fear was very breath taking in the moment but none the less brought tremendous joy to our hearts only to be met with a devastating reality of losing our baby and almost perishing myself due to sever blood loss in the middle of a national pandemic and having to face that head on alone due to restrictions that had been in place due to the issues from Covid. This through me into a great depression followed by sever anxiety and a Agoraphobia disorder that I am still fighting today. Then right after the demise of our precious baby I had several lung issues due to fluid build of in my lungs that lead to testing and realizing that was not my only issues, further testing resulted in a cancer diagnosis which was followed by extreme radiation treatment that left me separated from my family for a couple of weeks which tore my soul apart. Unfortunately these were just a handful of issues that had prevented me from being able to go back. Soon after I had started getting debilitating body cramps which make it to where I can not move for hours on end. I then found out I had diabetes and sever neuropathy in both legs making walk or standing for longer than 20 minutes at a time almost impossible. However even through all the struggle I tried to keep faith if nothing else. I just ask for prayers to the Lord to help me get my bank account out of the negative and be able to get Emmy bills back on track to help my family save for our forever home for my son to live in a fruitful, meaningful, fulfilling life that he deserves. Any and all prayers we can get going up to our Lord maybe just maybe he will hear our prayers. I thank you for taking your time to hear my families story and for the prayers may you and your family be blessed!