A survivor of years of abuse. Suffering from PTSD and other near developmental disorders it’s been a challenge for me to provide my necessary needs. I grew up without the support. I desperately needed to thrive . I’m still in need of kindness from others without feeling guilt or shame for needing to be dependent on others due to my disabilities. I’m in a place where it’s really hard for me to even ask help or what’s appropriate to ask for when it comes to asking for help..