As hard as this is to type and somehow explain what's going on in my crazy,dysfunctional I'll give it my best! There month ago finally knew I had to leave! So with nothing not even my front teeth I walked (literally) away and not a person to call ( well have not had phone in 2 years anyway!) Not place to go.I knew I wasn't going to live if I stayed in this abusive mess! After 4 days of literally sleeping in a tent I got into shelter and now my goals are pretty simple ! Get moved into camper ( found one $1000 that's livable)get phone,get job and for first time in 10 years try to be happy and live a as normal as possible life! It's hard to ask anyone for help but especially when you have noone! My family hasn't helped in years because of the abusive situation and even though I'm gone we still don't talk! I've tried some but wasn't welcome and may never be however I can't allow that to stop me from trying!