I am a father and husband. I am doing what I can and felt led to this site. I found a lot in the past years of being married and being a father I was not the best and still far from being the best. I am trying to make things work with what I have. I work two jobs and struggling to keep family together. I have not been able to see my daughter Solara because me and her mother do not see eye to eye on a lot of situations. I am hoping that I can see her the weekend of the 5th of July. We been in and out of court for a while now and it's hard. I have been turning to God and it is only thing I can do at this point is work my butt off to male ends meet. I have been trying to pull my family back together and it at a point where I am struggling to see my kid. I love my family and no I was never there when I was needed and was neglectful to many of my responsibilities as a husband and as a father. I was caught up in thinking I was doing things the right way when I was not doing anything to get help I needed and I was to focused on other things and problems in stead of the underlining issues. I am doing what I can. I have another job lined up that will replace the one I currently have and it seems promising and holds better potential. I thank God every day for those who have been there encouraging me to keep pursuing my family and their needs. I do know this I will never turn my back on the ones I love. I will not take for granted what I have and what God has given to me. I love my family I am doing what I can.