I started this page is an update to how things are going -to share with you some of the things that are both silly and yet make me cry. oh and for myself how to express and process how life changes when your first confident and longtime friend is no longer available for hug, talks, nor phone calls.  Yet i am blessed and rejoice in knowing she us seeing Jesus and  family and friends gone on ahead. this last year has been  hard -full of ups and downs, conflicted expectations For all of us.