Just recently started oncologist appointment and am about to have surgery it's taken a lot out of my mental health dealing with this having no family here is even harder and no support system it's been a struggle unfortunately it's been hard for me just to do simple things and cooking has definitely been extremely hard as it's painful walking and standing and I tend to hurt myself due to other symptoms but I'm just trying to get a little help to make it threw this and not be alone I did share a photo of me and my first surgery I'm currently a little self conscious due to loosing some of my hair and it being patchy